I'm not a psychologist
I’m not a psychologist, I’m not a mystic either, since I was 6-7 years old, I spent almost my whole life to understand the fundamental and root of all the different events and happenings in my life. I watched Star Wars since I was a child and I was interested in philosophical and historical films. My father was a calligrapher, he used to teach me and my sisters how to memorize the Qur’an and calligraphy every day, and he bought us “Tell me more why” books. I usually grew up with these books. I always had a questioning and very curious mind. I always wanted to know if humans have super powers or not. I always saw the world like a big party until I was about 15-16 years old, when I realized that I made a big mistake.
I entered the job market when I was 14 years old. One of our relatives was an importer of electric fuses in Tehran’s Lalezar market. I worked in the summers, turning, recycling office, accounting, etc. I studied the rest of the year.
I studied in very good schools and I liked mathematics and literature very much. Irshad school in high school and Dr. Mohammad Afshar school made me pregnant with learning and culture.
After that, I experienced a very dark period until one day in September I decided to do something big for my life and I went back to study and work and…
This time, I started urban engineering at the university and entered the job market seriously. I had to pay my own expenses and the costs of traveling to and from the university, which was in another city, were too high. I had two jobs, I was distributing mobile accessories and producing laptop bags.
In the neighborhood where I lived, there was one, we called him Doctor. Every day we used to analyze movies and books together, read books by Jung and Viktor Frankl. I was nineteen years old when I entered a series of classes and courses to acquire individual skills. I had a psychological counselor, whose services were 30,000 tomans for every 30 minutes, Chalukbab Parsi was 5,000 tomans. . . .
I was working well in the market and I used to go to them for almost 3 hours a week. I found my path exactly because of the good advice of my therapist;